SPIRITUAL TIDBITS, Jan 13th (FROM Kristin La Ve’, Pastoral Care at St. John’s United)
Romans
8:26 “Likewise the
Spirit helps us in our weakness; for we do not know how to pray as we ought,
but that very Spirit intercedes with sighs too deep for words.”
Today
is a good day to pray. Yesterday was a
good day to pray and tomorrow will be a good day to pray.
Have
you ever struggled with words to pray or how to convey your prayers to God? I’ve second guessed my prayers as not good
enough or holy enough or even not genuine enough. Maybe you have too.
Several
years ago I came to Atonement Lutheran Church for a meeting but instead I found
that the beloved to-be interim pastor, Rev. Merv Olson, had died at the desk in
the pastor’s office. No one else was in
the church and I immediately called 911 and waited for the EMT’s to
arrive. While I waited with Merv, I felt
that it was a good and necessary time to pray for a man who was respected,
honored and beloved by many. He served
as a pastor to thousands of people in churches over the years. He was someone who had received recognition
only a week or so earlier by the Montana Synod for 50 years of ministry. In my eyes, he was practically a saint.
I
stood over his body and reached for as may holy and sacred words of honor
power, and peace that I could come up with for a prayer but I had no
words. My brain was grasping for
anything that would provide holiness in this sacred and terrible moment.
One
word was all I managed in my prayer. “Help.”
God answered. Help showed up in a firetruck and an ambulance and in Jack Beals who had been mowing the lawn at the Little white Church. Help came when Pr. Karl Guhn drove to Atonement to be there in support while the police and coroner questioned me and did paperwork. Help showed up for the Atonement community in our shock and grief as we remembered, hugged, and cried together. Help came when a permanent pastor answered the call later that summer with Pr. Darren Paulson.
When
you and I don’t know what to pray, “Help” is enough. Tears are enough. A sigh is enough. A breath is enough. God will show up as God is doing now. Continue to pray, even if it seems less than
perfect. God is listening and God will
answer.
Let
us pray,
Dear God, help. Amen.